Category: Sobering Thoughts

Posted by cGt2099
March 5, 2011

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Sobering Thoughts II Is Coming Soon

It’s been a long time coming, but I’m happy to announce that Sobering Thoughts II is in the works, and will be released in late November 2011. There’s a lot of things going on in my life and there is change coming for me as well, and most of this is reflected in the work [...]

Posted by cGt2099
November 3, 2007

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Beyond Definition

A presence wanders in To the shattered world you face Something you know of Something familiar Can you feel the way it touches you? It breaks through corrosion And refines perception Let the flood drown your isolation Because what is given is BEYOND DEFINITION Do not fear your past Or the tomb that holds you [...]

Posted by cGt2099
March 26, 2006

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Transition to Judgment

This infected heart corrupted by false perfection & this breath becomes acidic I can already see what you want to be v Your denial dominates the eruption Your broadcast of seductive possessions Conceals the creature you have become Your violation is a public sideshow Lure them in; but hide your arrogance You will storm the [...]

Posted by cGt2099
October 3, 2005

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Bleed Me Dry

Take it out of me right now I’ve had enough of your lies The hope I got to look towards Is nothing now as chaos dies I gotta get my way through this I gotta be there I wanna be alone now But I’m not ready to go BLEED ME DRY This whole time I [...]

Posted by cGt2099
July 13, 2005

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Within and Beyond

Don’t tell of this secret For it will be lies I control your life now My time to rise There’s something wrong with me I am the controller The manipulator of waste But I cannot help it I must have the taste There’s something wrong with me Face the death I have to face For [...]

Posted by cGt2099
December 20, 2004

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Trample the Peace

Once you could stand tall With power and determination Your voice – a calling To the youth across the nation But you lost it So long ago & you could never Get it back Get it back You cannot get it back I will not let you Trample over the peace & then – you [...]

Posted by cGt2099
August 25, 2004

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Eternal Fall

& so you stand alone now Isolated from everything that kept you alive From everything that made you who you are But your choices degraded The pathway before you You chose your direction & stumbled down the pit But there is no way out No way out Down in the pit An eternal damnation Unable [...]

Posted by cGt2099
June 12, 2003

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The Last Post

Reveal it all Against the wall You need to break it down now I need to see All I can be & I need you to show me how Take me to a world of fantasy Take me to everything I can be Open your mind Just open your mind Take the first step Take [...]

Posted by cGt2099
April 9, 2003

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The Amulet of the Despondent Calling

This alienated fortress cannot prevail When you insist on fracturing the amulet I drowned in the sands of the desert When I was deceived by the sealed gateway As the armed forces lose their numbers Then the defended become defenseless As the isolation distances the lost ones Then the faithful become the faithless Your outlook [...]

Posted by cGt2099
January 3, 2003

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Messiah of Truth

If I woke up today, would you walk away? If you saw my real face, would you reverse your pace? & if I walked up to you Would you know who I was? These lies you’ve spread Have changed the belief and cause & if I entered your church Would you recognize me? Or would [...]

Posted by cGt2099
June 18, 2002

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Code of Abandonment

You sicken me You disgust me With everything you do and have done Violator Desecrator Destroying everything you had before you Sometimes I feel like grabbing you & slapping the lies out of your dribbling mouth Can’t you see how lucky you really were? Can’t you see the sheer beauty you had in your life? [...]

Posted by cGt2099
April 27, 2002

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I Could Once…

& away you walk When I had prepared My whole world for you You become transparent When you said you needed me I cannot understand you I thought I could make you smile again…

Posted by cGt2099
January 2, 2002

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Mother (I Wish I Could)

You say that it’s not worth it & tell everyone you shouldn’t have bothered But we know better & have seen all you have weathered You pace the floor in the night & worry about horrors outside It’s time to let go for yourself & forget about those tears you cried I wish I could [...]

Posted by cGt2099
September 21, 2001

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The Poisoned Legacy

Does there need to be a reason? Do you understand what it could be? There is so much potential locked up within you But I cannot help but look at what you’ve done. Could you imagine where you could be right now? So, please, I challenge you I challenge you to prove me wrong Seriously [...]

Posted by cGt2099
July 7, 2001

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Transparent Child

Nobody must know the secret It wouldn’t be your choice anyway You have no idea what I’ve been through I don’t want to wake up every day How many times will I be here? Subjected to this insane game? I watch you bounce from side to side Watch you change from where you came You [...]

Posted by cGt2099
November 11, 2000

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There Is Nothing Else

I was sent here To speak with you today & I have no idea why You hear their words of ignorance Their words of hate You feel them dig into you Their claws into your flesh They hide behind their shields of lies & deny the truth they left behind I will tell you now [...]

Posted by cGt2099
January 20, 2000

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Transparent Shield

So it is true You still haven’t changed I should have known better Your mind games have only aged I can see within your manipulation But you cannot see Your impending downfall How is it that you’ve become so transparent & caged securely within your shield of lies? How could it be that you’ve fallen [...]

Posted by cGt2099
June 17, 1998

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See You in Hell

Horror becomes reality As you smile at the world And announce your sins The falling of your kind Is the reduction of morality As you reveal where you’ve been The insanity takes a grip on me & rage courses through my blood I wish I could confront you now The sweet taste of human revenge [...]

Posted by cGt2099
April 3, 1998

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Deeper

My mind is spinning from you You’re a clear vision to me Stunning and desperate There’s so much more you could be Take me by my hand & lead me to a fantasy I reach out and try to touch I wish the dream could be reality I can see you so clearly You’re just [...]

Posted by cGt2099
April 10, 1993

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Purify

You’re unknown; you get dragged You see me in pain & I suffer it well Inhale too much; consume too much In the end he began to die too much Philosophize with my simple mind I saw your blood dry while I watched you die Killing my breath with a single call Taking all for [...]